Ok... yes... ANOTHER XANGA! <.< >.> *runs from the knives being thrown in her direction* It is: xlOBSESSIONlx. I wanted to get something that represented everything that I like... and since I obsess over J-Rock, anime, and such... this is perfect! Plus I'm tired of this name and the stupid caps thing. So I shall keep this one! Bwaahaahaahaahaahaahaaha!

~Renny Totchi~

No no no... I guess not Izumi from Madeth Gray'll... I guess he didn't die. Gomen gomen! I don't know what I'm talking about x.x

OMFG... ok my Drafting teacher was telling us a story about the movie Three Men and a Baby... and he said the apartment that that movie was created in, the owners of it before had a son who committed suicide... and there's this one part in the movie where the grandmother is walking to the baby and the camera goes by this one part and nothing's there... and then the camera crosses it again and there's supposed to be a ghost of the boy there... but I hear it's not true. And then Roro and I got into a discussion about it she said how they're real and all. See before I didn't really believe but then again I did... now I completely do. And last night I was trying to boil water for macaroni and cheese. I was the only one in the house... and I turned the burner to like 7 or 8... and when I went to check on it again... IT WAS AT 3. I was like "wtf?" and I didn't really think anything of it... but now I do. Because now I believe. And then when I got home today and I went through the gate to my yard... I heard someone yell like behind a bush... and no one was around! So now I believe and they are real and yeah... <.< >.> I'm getting really paranoid... x.x

~Renny Totchi~

Currently Playing Jibun Kakumei 2003 By Miyavi see related

*hiccup* The noise comes out before I actually hiccup... interesting. xX;;

YAY! X_Mana_X is making me a Gackt and Hyde layout! Woohoo! Me so happy! :D:D *glomp-attacks Hyde* So sexy! >:D

Anyhoo... our little kids party for Psychology is tomorrow. Weeeeeeee~! We get to eat little kid foods and play little kid games, it'll be fun. ^^ And I am going to eat candy... I MUST! <.< >.> For the party. :D:D Anyone have no school tomorrow? Well we in Florida are supposed to have it off... but since the hurricanes have screwed us over... we have to go in. x.x Not fair! 5h1t! I gotta look things up about Samsung products for English! *goes to google*

I''m so hungry. It's just going to be and my little brother home tonight and I am going to make Macaroni and Cheese... bwaahaahaahaahaahaahaa! :D

*scratches arm* xX;;

Yay! Mana-sama's almost done with my layout! I'll have to glomp her extraly... is that a word? o.o

I shall update more later.

~Renny Totchi~

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HYDE! IT'S ALL HYDE! HYDE LAND! WEEEEEEEE~!

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Me still happy over my layout. ^^

I just saw pics of vidoll for the first time... I was like "WOAH! O.O" They are like... really GOTHIC looking. But cool!! ^^ Now must pick fave member... <.< >.>

My leg hurts.

I have to drag orange juice to school tomorrow... the small bottles... and there are a lot there! x.x

Ooooh Madeth Gray'll... o.o

So does everyone like my new layout? I will be definitely keeping this layout for awhile! :D Bwaahaahaahaahaahahahaa!

~Renny Totchi~

I heard that some J-Rocker named Izumi died... who's that and from what band? o.o

Woohoo! New layout... I have no idea who the character is but I like it so... ^^

School... was long. 10th graders had to take the PSATs and so everyone else was stuck in 2nd period 'til lunch. Roro and I were the only ones in our 2nd period class... everyone else were 10th graders. LOL. We talked... did some definitions... etc etc. It was ok. Roro came up with this kawaii thing! It's shounen ai... and if you want to use it... YOU HAD BETTER GIVE CREDIT!!! >.<

He smiled silently as I walked into his room. I had missed him so much, but he merely viewed me as his dearest friend. This was my eternal torture, greeting me with his usual hug, I longed for his touch. In the warmth of his embrace, I knew it could never be. Agonized, I ran from the room, only to hear him chasing me.

Kawaii, ne? Of course! I just love it! :D:D

I was crying last night... no not because of Tricia... I watched the ending to Moon Child... and I guess it affects me more than I thought. I got the butterflies... felt really sad... T T;; God... I don't want to die. But I guess that's going to happen, anyway. But yeah I was crying. And I'll probably cry again if I watch it again. x.x So, it finally hit me that life is short and that I might only have one life... sooo... I AM MOST DEFINITELY GOING TO JAPAN AND GOING TO LIVE THERE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE! *grabs X_Mana_X and chibixcherry and goes off to Japan* Anyone else wanna go? :D:D

I need a job badly... x.x  *begins search*

Well... mata ne~!

~Renny Totchi~

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Oh yeah... does anyone know what You's character says in Moon Child? Whenever he's talking to the Australian dude about ninjas not existing in Japan anymore and all? o.o

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I had to change my layout again... because the other one won't work. This one is only staying up for right now... I am changing it tomorrow. ^^

Currently Watching Moon Child see related

I feel better! Thanks to Die-kun. ^^ We started talking about Otakon and that got me happy. ^^ I seem to get over things really easily. I get depressed or angry fast... then it goes away fast... xX;; Interesting.

I'm going to change my layout again. :D

I realized... that everytime I watch the ending to Moon Child... I get a weird feeling. Like I got butterflies. That's what I get when I think about death. I wonder if I am going to come back as some one else (hope so) or if I'll just disappear altogether. And since I don't really believe in God anymore... I don't know. x.x And at the end of Moon Child... the whole reincarnation thing to where they're all out in the sun and stuff. That gets me too. I don't want to die. I don't want Gackt or Hyde or Miyavi or anyone like that to die. I hope they come out with something that'll make people live forever. I wish vampires were real. xX;; Anybody else feel the same? o.o I guess that's why I don't really watch the ending... after the first time that is. I think I've only watched the ending twice out of the... 6 or 7 times I've watched it (see I can't even remember how many times I have watched it!).

So I think Heather and I are going to Halloween Horror Nights next Friday... weeeeeeeee~! And Roro can't come. T T;; Heather can only bring one person. *sniff*

Well, mata ne~!

~Renny Totchi~

ps: to those people who hoped that I feel better (again)... ARIGATOU! *bow* I would make you all something (like Die-kun)... but I suck at stuff like that. x.x